39 weeks

I'm hanging in there, well just barely. On Monday I was dilated 2 cm and 50% effaced. The doctor gave me the option to be induced this week but I turned it down. I kind of wish I would have done it so I could have this baby already but I really wanna try and go on my own. If I don't have this baby before next Tuesday, they'll be inducing me Wednesday or Thursday. I'm praying my water will break (like it did with Austin) in the next few days. Here's a picture of me after I attended my cousin's wedding last weekend. I look so funny. I think Ryan's crazy but he still thinks I'm sexy. I guess it takes a lot to turn off a man!